Everyone insulted me at least once except you. I hate you for that. Why would you fucking say that. I love you but what the fuck :c I’m done I’ll pretend like I’m fine but I’m not talking to anyone else for the rest of the night. You truly hurt me.
Welp, I always fuck up with her somehow. I don’t talk to her for 3 hours I say a celebrity is hot obviously I’m terrible.. I thought things were going to get better :( I love her so much but she doesn’t trust me for shit I don’t think. I’m just in an abyss of fucking up. I’m starting to get upset with this. Pretending to be happy.. I am happy with her but I don’t think she’s happy with me, I mean I’m an ugly faggot that plays online video games, I need a reality check, or she does. I give up for the night. Seeing her tomorrow, hopefully itll go well and her birthday presents :3 excited And stuffs. Miss you grandma too.. I could talk to you about anything, my mom is smoking more, my brother is with a sadist pig, and my other brother is in Afghanistan.. In other words for today… FML
Life of PaulBeam
Chillin’ like a villain, rhyming, all the time, I’m a poet and I didn’t even know it, and I drink a lot of Coca~Cola. My beautiful amazingly gorgeous girlie is here :3 Makes me so much happier than I deserve, <3
But more than anything; I love food.