Welp, I always fuck up with her somehow. I don’t talk to her for 3 hours I say a celebrity is hot obviously I’m terrible.. I thought things were going to get better :( I love her so much but she doesn’t trust me for shit I don’t think. I’m just in an abyss of fucking up. I’m starting to get upset with this. Pretending to be happy.. I am happy with her but I don’t think she’s happy with me, I mean I’m an ugly faggot that plays online video games, I need a reality check, or she does. I give up for the night. Seeing her tomorrow, hopefully itll go well and her birthday presents :3 excited And stuffs. Miss you grandma too.. I could talk to you about anything, my mom is smoking more, my brother is with a sadist pig, and my other brother is in Afghanistan.. In other words for today… FML